loneliness

pillow talk

when you spoke
about sex
you always said
the pillow talk
afterwards was
your favorite part
you said you’d
love to be
with me and
share what was
in your heart

and as i think
of you now
i sometimes wonder
what you
might’ve said
had we ended
up in bed
now i guess that
i will never know
since i wanted
to be friends instead

Faith Elizabeth Brigham

DARK DAY'S

Life's dark day's,
Its a maze,
So very grey,
Knifeing veins,
Blood's heavy rain,
Now a ocean's wave,
Draining the veins,
Eye's drift away,
Becomes a haze,
In a fire's blaze,
Theres no pain,
Hard to explain,
Feeling's are a maze,
Escapeing there's noway,
Trapped in dark day's,
Im not ashamed,
Hell come'ing my way,
Im very afraid.
Colin Bradley.

Cage of Solitude

I am in the cage of solitude
I can’t breathe, I can’t move
I am alone and nobody hears
My screams, shouts and tears

I saw him walking away from me
I am confused, I feel empty
How will I get out of here?
How will I hold him near?

Out of the blue, he is gone
I can’t find him, I wish to run
I induce myself that he can still hear me
But stillness occur; tears flow suddenly

Falsa Sinceridad

You came into my life unexpectedly
And you filled my world with felicity
I didn’t envisage this way to ensue
Didn’t expect this kind of value

Grateful when you pass this way fortuitously
In this nameless place I strangely dally
Am I under your spell that makes me spellbind?
I can’t get out of this reverie you hurl behind

Seconds, minutes, and hours have outdid
I am keen on you oddly, seems not stupid
You mean the whole thing to me now
An angel that smiles so sweet, I vow

Sanguine Ode of a Cynical Lass

You left; that was a year ago
Knowing no reason why but still, you go
I cannot coerce you to stay
You’re not blissful with me, what more can I say

Moving on is not that very easy
I cried since you left, that’s a melancholy
I have waited, if you’re going back
I’ve been longing for you; censure fact

Yes, that was a year ago
But still, I love you so
Seeing you with another girl
Is a feeling that I’m starting to fail

The Game

You fed my with fantasies,
That you have felt some posies
Though I know you are fooling.
I kept the game at steady pushing.

You drive me crazy, and sometime it gets lousy.
With your mind games and all daisies.
You melt me, like a twin popsies.

These words would mean nothing.
To you who have all and everything.
But trust me on this something.
With you, without you it’s still something.

NOT HERE

A few hours have passed. with out you in my glass,
Co'z phone is not ringing, and I dont feel like singing.
I missing you already, thinking of what your doing.
I know your going to thee, Oh shit i just wanna hit my head on a beam.

I hate it when I knew what I've gotten my self into
though I know i have to go through
This is just the first part, of us being apart.
Ohh, Darn it really tears me apart.

NOT HERE

A few hours have passed. with out you in my glass,
Co'z phone is not ringing, and I dont feel like singing.
I missing you already, thinking of what your doing.
I know your going to thee, Oh shit i just wanna hit my head on a beam.

I hate it when I knew what I've gotten my self into
though I know i have to go through
This is just the first part, of us being apart.
Ohh, Darn it really tears me apart.

A Lovers Sorrow

Lying awake in the middle of the night.
Tears running from my eyes.
Thinking about you all the time.
I'm crying because I miss you.
I love you so much.
I don't care what other people say,
I am completely in love with you.
I wanna be in your arms sleeping,
listening to the sound of your heart beating.
I never wanna give this love up.
All these thoughts make me sleepy.
So I close my eyes,
dreaming of you with me.

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© 2010 Miguel Duarte.